My Story

 I made this video ” Lana’s Law ” many years ago during  Obama’s first term in office .I was SO BROKEN and LOST at that time but NOW I AM WALKING INTO MY DESTINY THAT MY HEAVENLY FATHER HAD PLANNED FOR ME BEFORE I WAS EVEN BORN!!  I AM A MIGHTY WARRIOR FOR CHRIST ON FIRE FOR FATHER ,SON & HOLY SPIRIT and PRAY my website brings many to KNOW the LOVE OF OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ,JESUS & HOLY SPIRIT cause the ONLY way to heaven is through THE KING OF GLORY OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST WHO SHED HIS BLOOD FOR YOU!! HERE IS MY STORY :When I was fourteen years old I lived in Madisonville, Texas where I grew up with four brothers. My parents got divorced and my father moved away to take a better job in Indianpolis, Indiana as chief of internal affairs!! My mother broke her back when I was two and she had a mental illness so at a very young age i learned to help take care of my family.At this point I met Mike and at the time I felt as if he was my rock. It felt so good to be able to lean on someone for a change and Mike, for a time was that person. He was nineteen years old and naturally it didn’t take long for us to progress into a sexual relationship.

Then the abuse started. He would slap me across the face for no reason. I was not allowed to wear shorts and if you’ve ever been to Texas you can imagine how uncomfortable that was. Once, he took a knife and cut the halter under my shirt off. He told me that I was to NEVER wear a halter top again. I was not allowed to get in a vehicle with my friends and most definitely not allowed to go anywhere with them. I worked at a movie theatre and one night while I was cleaning up, for no reason He hung me upside down over the balcony  and thought it was funny with me crying so hard not knowing if he would drop me and my life could of ended.I was living in fear. When I got home my mom said ,Lana you look like a ghost and I never said ANYTHING cause I was too scared and wanted to protect my brothers cause if they knew they would of done something and I did not want anything bad to happen so I LEARNED to HIDE MY PAIN and FEAR! Then i got pregnant.He must of known I was looking for a way out and he thought that by getting me pregnant he could maintain control over my life. So there I was, fourteen years old just leaving the Eighth grade and pregnant. NOBODY ever talked to me about birth control. I remember the last few days of school being sick in the girls room. Only God KNOWS the confusion,tears and fear I was feeling at this time.
I told my mother I was pregnant and she arranged for me to have an abortion in Dallas. I asked her “what is an abortion ?” and she said ,You wont be pregnant anymore and I said ,”oh,ok At this point I was six weeks pregnant and had absolutely no idea what I was about to undergo. Before I knew what was happening I was laying on a cold table in a white room. I seen a machine that looked like a vacuum cleaner and had no idea that machine was going to take my baby’s life !! My life would never be the same. When I left the clinic I saw other girls just like me. Young, scared and confused. It is something that has stayed with me my entire life. Mike was sad at that time because I was having an abortion but paid for my abortion and we continued to date and the abuse continued!! My boss at the theatre where I worked saw mike slap me across the face for NO REASON while at work and he confronted Mike and they argued and mike and I left!! I was just beginning my freshman year playing basketball and I loved sports cause daddy raised us in sports .Mike gave me the phone and told me to call my coach and tell him I was quitting basketball and I said No!! He grabbed me and held me in the air and as I came down he slapped me across the face and my brother scott was coming out of his bedroom and saw what happened and he yelled at mike and gave him a big push that knocked him down and mike was a big man standing at 6 foot 4 inches!!!  I ran out of the house crying in the pouring rain,in my bare feet and ran in the woods to our tree house and hid,crying in a corner in shalk.That is when I could not hide the abuse anymore!!

After my parents divorce and mom having a hysterectomy she NEEDED her family in Maine.Mom and my two younger brothers and I moved to Maine where my mother was born. My two older brothers stayed in Texas in our new home that dad built for us!! She wanted to live  closer to her family and  Mike was finally, once and for all out of my life forever. Our family was scattered  and a real tragedy to separate us that effected our entire family but it truly brought us CLOSER and a BOND OF LOVE WE STILL HAVE TO THIS DAY!! Mom went to heaven in 1991 at 51 years old with MS. She was the KINDEST most beautiful soul on earth!! She could not move from the neck down but ALWAYS managed to PRAY with her finger touching each stone on her mothers ring for her five children that she LOVED more then LIFE ITSELF…both my parents were BROKEN from things they endured in their  lives but with tears in my eyes I THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR MY MOM AND DAD CAUSE THE LOVE THEY HAVE FOR THEIR FIVE CHILDREN, NO MONEY ON EARTH COULD REPLACE!!!! I FELT God’s PRESENCE all my life! My mom told me the story of when I was born in  Amerillo,Texas that I was born with club foot so satan even attacked me in my mothers womb.My dads mom Grammy Helen had churches every where PRAYING for me !! My mom cried ,she was thinking my baby girl will have one leg shorter then the other and have to wear a special shoe but when mom brought me back to the Dr for my exam ,the Dr was shalked and said ,your daughter is healed and I see no club foot anymore!! Grammy Helen had a small church in Cisco,Texas with my step grandpa Homer! So many precious memories in grammy’s church that truly blessed me with GOD’S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE! I remember as a little girl hearing my mom say that she really did not like giving money to churches cause you never really KNOW where that money is going ? I had five one dollar bills that I wanted to give to God so I thought I cant give it to a church cause maybe God will not get my money.So I took the five one dollar bills and went in my bedroom and burned the money in a ash tray thinking the smoke would bring my money to God in heaven.I would lay on the floor for hours as a little girl talking to God and could FEEL his presence and he told me that I would live for eternity with him!! I ALWAYS KNEW HE EXISTED!! Then God blessed me to see angels of LIGHT as a young woman with 3 kids! I was going through a very dark time in my life and thinking of all the abuse I went through and my second marriage was failing!!  I cried out to God FEELING I could not take anymore PAIN and HEART ACHE in my life and all of a sudden my bedroom ceiling was covered with angels of LIGHT with the most beautiful colors I ever seen!! My tears of SORROW turned to tears of JOY and the holy spirit filled my soul !! They stayed for hours and were dancing all around the ceiling and that night changed my life forever cause the angels NEVER LEFT ME ,TILL THIS DAY!! I see them often and when the rainbow came in my bedroom ,I started seeing RAINBOW angels of LIGHT and my heart is filled with so much JOY,PEACE AND LOVE!! I told my friend Trish Boncek about them many years ago but she did NOT believe me!!! One day we were at here house in  St francis ,Maine near the elementary school. I was helping her paint a bedroom and as I looked up at the ceiling I seen so many angels of LIGHT of many colors and she seen me looking up and as she looked up at the ceiling she started crying cause she seen them too!! God let her see them with me so she would KNOW that angels of LIGHT are REAL and from God!!!  She started crying with JOY and ASTONISHMENT knowing what I said was so true and real!!  That is why I call Trish my angel friend and we have a very close friendship and bond as sisters is Christ! My hosts of angels with LION faces only came to me this year which is to rule and reign like Christ as the bible tells us will happen and that TIME IS NOW!!!

One night at fifteen years old I was alone in our new apartment in Caribou,Maine. I turned on the television, flipped a few channels and stumbled onto a show about abortion. For the first time in my life I realized exactly what I had done. This film made it clear to me that I beared responsibility for the death of my child. I understood that at the time of conception a human being is conceived and that they deserve the right to live just as we do. Oh the pain I felt,  there are no words that could describe it. “My God, My God. What have I done?” I began crying and screaming. I ran into my bedroom, locked the door and cried for hours. I pounded the walls and cried out, “why?”. If only I had seen this film a year earlier I never would of had the abortion. I layed in the fetal position on my bed and cried myself to sleep.

I believe that every woman considering an abortion should have the information they need to make the correct decision. I also  wrote to President Trump and Vice President Pence to help me make it a law  (LANA’S LAW) that before any woman has an abortion should have to see a film on abortion and be educated before  taking her own baby’s life.If I would of been educated and had more knowledge on abortion my baby would be alive today and i would not have to carry this PAIN for the rest of my life.We need to realize that we are making a decision that will follow us for the rest of our  lives. We are so young, confused and scared that we don’t realize the horror of our choice until later in life. I have never been the same. For years I would cry for hours in the corner of my room. God has forgiven me but it took me years to forgive myself. The pain never leaves. I named my baby Michael after St Michael the Archangel and I know that I will hold him in Heaven. I also KNOW my mom and dad are holding him now!! God has given me a vision of baby Michael, he is so perfect and precious and had a little blue outfit on with a little blue bonnet! I weeped with JOY when God gave me a vision of my precious baby that satan took from me on earth  and NOW I  KNOW MY CALLING IS TO  HELP SAVE THE UNBORN AND GODS LITTLE CHILDREN IN CHILD SEX TRAFFICING AND HELP SAVE SOULS ! A rainbow came in my bedroom on the ceiling with my shades down and it came three days in a row , ( I HAVE PICTURES OF THE RAINBOW, I WILL POST ON HERE SOON)rainbows come out of the throne of God and I KNEW this was a divine intervention from my heavenly father telling me I WAS CHOSEN to help save the unborn and baby Michael was cheering me on from heaven and in my heart I knew ALL the babies in heaven would be cheering me on and TOGETHER we would change history by the hand of God and be a VOICE for the unborn here on earth!!Holy Spirit filled me and I cried HAPPY tears of JOY, KNOWING in GODS PERFECT TIMING ROE VERSES WADE WOULD BE OVER TURNED!! I received my mantle from God through revelator and authentic prophet kat Kerr which has truly changed my life!! I have hundreds of hours of revelation in my soul and READY to do GODS WILL and evangelize for God at this time!!! My daddy went to heaven June 16,2017 from a blood disease called Sepsis and he had a LION blanket on him which at the time I never thought anything of it until NOW.This is a NEW TIME on earth called the KINGDOM AGE and this time on earth belongs to God ,NOT MAN as the whole world is about to see!! God has sent billions of hosts of angels to earth for THIS TIME!! I have my hosts of angels that God gave me to rule and reign like Christ did on this earth and Jesus said ,there will be a TIME we would rule and reign like him ! WELL THIS IS THE TIME!! I see my hosts of angels all the time and what made my heart cry HAPPY tears is when I saw that they have LION faces just like the LION on daddy’s blanket that he went to heaven with!!  I weeped KNOWING my family heritage has lined me up for such a POWERFUL time as this!!!  BEFORE I told my family about my hosts of angels this year 2018 ,my brother Thomas  called me and said ,”sis I have something to tell you but it is hard to believe” and I said what ?  He said “,last night I woke up and a shadow of a lion was laying on me and at first I was scared but then I realized it was there to protect me and I felt PEACE and I could actually FEEL the weight of the lion on my legs and the lion laid on me all night !!” I WAS STUNNED BY HIS WORDS CAUSE I HAD NOT TOLD MY FAMILY YET !!!! THE SPIRITUAL REALM IS VERY REAL ,JUST AS HEAVEN IS REAL AND MANY PEOPLE NEVER REALLY THINK ABOUT THE SPIRITUAL REALM BUT THE MORE YOU SEEK GOD THE MORE YOU WILL SEE THE SPIRITUAL & HEAVEN REALM , SO I SAID ,”OMG YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE THIS , I HAVE A HOST OF ANGELS THAT I SEE ALL THE TIME  AND  I SEND MY HOSTS OF ANGELS TO PROTECT YOU DAILY AND THEY HAVE LION FACES AND ONE MUST OF STAYED WITH YOU!!” WE BOTH WERE AMAZED AND ASTOUNDED AND GOD CONFIRMED MY HOSTS OF ANGELS TO MY FAMILY WHICH MADE ME SO HAPPY THAT THEY KNEW THIS WAS TRUE !! OUR FAMILY HERITAGE HAS TRUELY BLESSED US AND THE BLESSINGS ARE ONLY BEGINNING!!!  LION OF JUDEA IS THE ARMY OF GOD THAT GOD HAS CHOSEN FOR THIS TIME TO TAKE THE EARTH BACK FROM SATAN AND ALL THE EVIL FORCES FROM HELL!! This is a SPIRITUAL WAR  on earth GOOD verses EVIL and in the SPIRITUAL REALM  I send my hosts of angels to push back darkness,shred every platform,pull down all strong hold against the evil trying to destroy America and destroy the earth!! LION OF JUDEA IS RISING AND MANY OF US ARE USING OUR HOSTS OF ANGELS IN THE SPIRITUAL REALM TO PROTECT AMERICA AND THE EARTH!! God is exposing ALL EVIL in our Government and churches and NOTHING can stop what God is about to do!! For many years satan has been controlling America and the Lucerfian reign NWO was TRYING to take God out of our country and the earth but  God said ,NO!!! The Lucerfian reign  NWO IS COMING TO AN END BY THE HAND OF GOD!! DIVINE JUSTICE IS COMING SO THE GOSPEL CAN GO FORTH AROUND THE WORLD TO SAVE BILLIONS OF SOULS BEFORE JESUS RETURNS!! HOLY SPIRIT IS GOING TO TOUCH ALL FLESH AND BRING THE BIGGEST REVIVAL THE EARTH HAS EVER SEEN! AMERICA WILL BE A LIGHT FOR ALL NATIONS!!!! MANY HAVE NO IDEA HOW BLESSED WE ARE TO LIVE TO SEE THIS AND BE A PART OF HISTORY!! OUR ANCESTORS PRAYED TO SEE THIS TIME !! MIRACLES AND HEALING ARE COMING LIKE THIS EARTH HAS NEVER SEEN!! IT IS A TIME TO PRAY FOR THE EVIL TO BE SAVED,HELP ONE ANOTHER,LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND LIVE HEAVEN ON EARTH CAUSE OUR HEAVENLY FATHER SAID, THIS TIME ON EARTH ,WILL BE HEAVEN ON EARTH CAUSE HEAVEN IS COMING TO EARTH FOR THE WHOLE WORLD TO SEE!! WE SERVE A MIGHTY GOD!!

I wrote a song named “If my womb had windows” and another named “Tears from the heart”.  I am writing a book “NOBODY HEARS MY CRY” on my life story . If I can save just one baby it will be worth writing about and talking about the pain that I have suffered. Even though it is difficult still this is what God has called on me to do. I have not talked about this time of my life for years but whatever doors God opens for me concerning abortion I will be on the front lines fighting for the rights of all unborn children.I will be at the White House when roe verses wade is over turned !! Satan and ALL of hell can NOT stop what GOD IS ABOUT TO DO!! I am protected and have been protected by my heavenly father ALL my life !! Satan has tried to kill me several times in my life cause he KNEW what God had PLANNED for me !! Daddy who was chief of internal affairs and use to inspect prisons KNEW the evil out there and  always taught us to lock our car doors and house doors day or night and that saved my life which will also be in my book!! My ex E.J. told me , (NOT the father of my children from 1st marriage)he was going to put me 6 feet under and HE MEANT IT!! Anyone who abuses an innocent animal is a HUGE RED FLAG TO RUN but I felt SO SAD  for him ( knowing his childhood was not an easy one either) and  I wanted to HELP him cause I seen the GOOD in him before I seen the BAD!! Him and his brother A.J hired different men to try and kill me.  Men who are insecure and feel like they are not good enough for you can be a RED FLAG to RUN.  Not all the time but sometimes their mind is not well and they think IF I CANT HAVE HER THEN NOBODY CAN !! SO SAD cause a part of him was Precious but the other side of him was very DARK , WELL HIDDEN  and SCARY but my learned behavior is to help and save everyone which has truly HURT me most of my life in relationships which started from the abuse I suffered at 14 years old.The whole story of this in detail will be in my book that I am writing now, “NOBODY HEARS MY CRY”  MY HEAVENLY FATHER HELPED ME TO SEE THAT THE ONLY MAN I TRUELY NEEDED IN LIFE WAS JESUS AND IF I FOLLOWED JESUS ,HE WOULD BRING ME THE MAN GOD HAS PLANNED FOR ME TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH…… Before my NIGHTMARE began God allowed satan to appear RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE .He was dark with a evil face with horns and I KNEW he was SATAN and all I said was ,JESUS and he disappeared.Later I realized WHY God allowed satan to appear to me cause MY HEAVENLY FATHER WAS WARNING ME THAT THE EVIL ABOUT TO ATTACK ME WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE ,MY HUSBAND .My NIGHTMARE began right after SATAN appeared to me!!   Here is a couple of MANY stories : As a young girl I was outside playing and a van stopped with a man driving and a bunch of boy scouts and he asked me to get in and come for a ride????? He starred at me so CREEPY so  I ran in the house cause I KNEW not to talk to strangers!! I took a trip to  Texas from Maine when I was 19 years old with my 1 year old son Lance to visit daddy and my family.I decided to take a bus back thinking it would be fun to see all the country but realized what a LONG trip!! LOL Daddy warned me and I should of LISTENED  but it was a good trip. When I arrived in Boston and was sitting in a chair waiting for my husband to pick me and lance up a very tall,strange and  creepy looking man approached me and asked if I needed a ride and I said NO thank you!! he said, “are you sure I will take you anywhere you need to go and I said ,NO and he kept starring at me and I said,” I need to go to the bathroom and he looked at me and said , ” do you want me to hold your son while you go to the bathroom??? AND IF EYES COULD KILL THAT CREEPY MAN WOULD OF DIED RIGHT THERE !!! DO NOT MESS WITH MAMA BEARS CUBS CAUSE YOU WILL DIE!!!!!!!! I will obey God and turn the other cheek but God also says ,”eye for eye” which means if you are being attacked by EVIL you have every right to defend yourself and those you love!!! He seen my expression on my face and he said ,’ I guess that was a dumb question ?? and I gave him go to hell eyes and picked up Lance and walked away!!!  My guess human trafficking,child sex trafficking or one SICKO…. I have several more stories growing up and as an adult that satan tried to kill me and they will be in my book that I am writing now “NOBODY HEARS MY CRY ” but  not a hair on my head was ever touched by the EVIL that tried to kill me !! Now I have my hosts of angels to protect me and my family,my guardian angel,St Michael the archangel has always protected me and MY HEAVENLY FATHER ALWAYS HAD ME IN THE PALM OF HIS HAND AND MY FAMILY!! WE HAVE AUTHORITY OVER  ALL THE EVIL AND SHOULD FEAR NOTHING IF YOU WALK WITH CHRIST!! JESUS WALKED THIS EARTH AND WAS NEVER HARMED CAUSE HE HAD THAT AUTHORITY AND ONLY WHEN HE SURRENDERED HIS LIFE FOR EACH ONE OF US WAS HE CRUCIFIED WHICH WAS OUR FATHERS WILL SO WE COULD HAVE ETERNAL LIFE.JESUS BLOOD SAVED OUR SOULS AND THE ONLY WAY TO HEAVEN IS THROUGH JESUS CHRIST!!

This is why I started SavingTheUnborn.com, to help save souls and to bring GODS LOVE EVERY WHERE I GO!! TO BRING THE LOST TO JESUS WHICH IS THE WAY,THE LIGHT AND THE TRUTH!! For my baby in Heaven, for your baby and for all children who have yet to have their lives taken from them. For children on Earth who need us. For mothers who are hurting from an abortion. This website is for all of us. For anyone who is abused, lonely or tired of living this site is for you.  Anyone in a abusive relationship PLEASE get out and PLEASE  reach out for help and don’t hide the abuse cause it won’t go away and only gets worse.This site is to SPREAD GOD’S LOVE  and for you to know that you are special no matter who you are or what you have done.We also need  to pray for the abuser.PLEASE reach out for help and ask for forgiveness.Jesus loves each and every one of us and together we can pray for PEACE ON EARTH. We can pray for our youth ,the abused, precious and innocent children on this earth who are unloved and abused  by their own mommy’s and  daddy’s but  are sooooo loved by Jesus and for our innocent little unborn.”BEFORE I FORMED YOU IN THE WOMB I KNEW YOU.” WE NEED TO BRING HEAVEN TO EARTH FOR OUR CHILDREN AND OUR GRANDCHILDREN!! OUR FATHER WHO ART IN HEAVEN ,HOLY IS THY NAME,THY KINGDOM COME THY WILL BE DONE ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN!! THE TIME IS NOW!!

I am going to build a church and it will be known as HEAVEN ON EARTH . I will be giving CELEBRATION OF LIFE PARTIES ,instead of funerals cause in heaven they CELEBRATE when you come HOME and our heavenly father wants us on earth to celebrate too!! WE DO NOT DIE BUT ONLY CHANGE ADDRESSES!! It is only natural that we are SAD and MOURN the loss of our loved one but after that we NEED to CELEBRATE  the same HAPPINESS and JOY that they do in heaven!! Earth can NEVER compare to heaven but getting a piece of heaven truly will be such a BLESSING!! Our heavenly father wants us to KNOW more about HIM and more about HEAVEN at THIS TIME!!! WE ARE BLESSED BEYOND MEASURE !! There will be a wall in my church with the names of the unborn including baby Michael engraved upon it.  There will always be a candle lit to represent LIFE. If you are a parent who has suffered through an abortion, miscarriage or loss of a child and you would like the name of your unborn child on our wall please send me their names and as much information you feel comfortable sharing.  My goal is to spread awareness through this website  to help women realize  and get the KNOWLEDGE  THAT ABORTION IS MURDER  and they will at least KNOW what they are doing before they make the biggest mistake of their life !! MANY woman have reached out to me with SHAME and PAIN in their hearts because they REGRET THEIR ABORTION AND SO MANY WOMAN SUFFER IN SILENCE !!!  4,000 women choose to abort every day.Thats about 1.5 million abortions each year.I know every baby lost or aborted goes directly to Heaven. A human hand should never end a life. The cries of the unborn reach God’s ears. A child in the mother’s womb is a human being from the moment of conception. Created in the image of God, to love and to be loved. Let us pray that nobody will fear protecting that little baby, to help that little baby reach the world healthy, happy, full of life and potential. Jesus said “If you receive a little child in my name, you receive ME”. Life is the most beautiful gift from god to mankind. I have given my life to God and I will spend the rest of it helping others. Especially God’s little children and the unborn.Please lets help save the unborn!! Abortion clinics make billions of dollars MURDERING Gods precious unborn.Planned Parenthood has been selling unborn baby parts for PROFIT which is barbaric and evil !! THOU SHALT NOT KILL IS GODS COMMANDMENT SO WHAT PART OF THAT DOES ANYONE NOT UNDERSTAND?? IT IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK OR WHAT I THINK BUT ONLY WHAT OUR HEAVENLY FATHER THINKS !! HE CREATED EACH ONE OF US WITH HIS LOVE AND SATAN IS THE ONLY ONE WHO COMES TO KILL,STEAL AND DESTROY US CAUSE SATAN HATES GOD !!  PRAY EVERYDAY!! When prayers go up,blessings come down and i will pray every single day of my life for abortion to finally end.Martin Luther king Jr (MY HERO) had a dream for equal rights and God answered his prayers and many others..At one time this seemed impossible but with God all things are possible!! Martin Luther King’s dream did come true and that is because he was a true man of God Red and yellow,black and white ,we are ALL precious in his sight…..!We are ALL God’s children loved by our heavenly father who looks at what is in our heart and not at the color of our skin.Slavery was wrong and abortion is wrong and that is why I BELIEVE God will also hear our prayers and my dream will come true for abortion to finally end.Hand in hand lets pray for abortion to end. I am pro-life and if you are pro-death I am not here to argue with you but only tell you I do not want anyone to feel the PAIN I have and there are no words to describe the sorrow in my heart and soul i have for my precious little baby that lost his life and praying his little life can help save others.”You saw me before i was born.Scientists have discovered that at the TIME  of conception they see a flash of LIGHT and that is our heavenly father knitting our tiny SPIRIT in our womb.Each ONE of us is HIS CHILD and LOVED BEYOND MEASURE! Every life aborted or miscarried goes directly to heaven by their angel into the LOVING ARMS OF OUR DADDY GOD WHO FINISHES WHAT HE CREATED….NONE OF HIS CHILDREN ARE LOST !!Every day of my life was recorded in your book.Every moment  was laid out before a single day had passed.”PSALM 139:16 NLT “Before i formed you in the womb I knew “YOU”   GOD IS PRO-LIFE!!! SATAN IS PRO-DEATH!!

I love to read your comments and emails so please feel free to leave comments or contact me at lana@savingtheunborn.com. If you would like to share your story with the STU community please feel welcome to do so.I pray this site BLESSES  anyone who visits and that you feel the LOVE of Jesus in your heart. Thanks for taking the time to read my story. I truly hope you continue visiting the site and that it is a blessing to you !! HEAVEN IS COMING TO EARTH SO GET EXCITED AND  MOST IMPORTANTLY PRAY FOR THE LOST !! I HAVE BEEN BROKEN AND LOST MOST OF MY LIFE BUT ALWAYS HAD GOD IN MY HEART AND A BIG HEART LIKE MY PRECIOUS MOM. I HAD LEARNED BEHAVIOR TO HELP OTHERS AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE THAT IT MOSTLY HURT ME IN LIFE CAUSE I WANTED TO HELP EVERYONE ,WHEN TRUELY I WAS SO BROKEN I NEEDED TO JUST HELP MYSELF!!  I FINALLY DO NOW, GOD SHOWED ME THE WAY TO LIVE JUST FOR HIM AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE HAPPIER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!! WHEN YOU FIND FATHER,JESUS AND HOLY SPIRIT YOU FIND TRUE LOVE AND TRUE HAPPINESS!! SO MANY PEOPLE ARE LOST CAUSE  SO MUCH EVIL HAS SURFACED CAUSE SATAN IS VERY ANGRY THAT GOD TOOK THE EARTH BACK FROM HIM DURING THIS TIME!! PRAISE GOD !! TIME TO SAVE SOULS!!  GOD DID NOT MAKE RELIGION ,MAN DID!! GOD WANTS TO BRING ALL RELIGIONS TOGETHER CAUSE IN HEAVEN THERE IS NO RELIGION ,ONLY ONE BIG FAMILY OF GOD!! THE WORLD SAYS, WE MUST RESPECT ALL RELIGIONS BUT THE BIBLE SAYS ,THOU SHALT HAVE NO OTHER GOD’S BEFORE ME!! EXODUS 20:3   I am a 57 year old divorced mom today with 3 awesome children on earth and one in heaven waiting for me and 4 amazing grandchildren that are the LIGHT of my life!! I KNOW God has my future LION Christian husband out there some where that GOD HIMSELF WILL BRING TO ME IN HIS PERFECT TIMING!! SOMETIMES GOD SAVES THE BEST FOR LAST AND IS ALWAYS WORTH THE WAIT….ALL I HAVE TO DO IS FOLLOW JESUS AND HE WILL BRING HIM TO ME!!!  MOST IMPORTANT LESSON IN LIFE OUR HEAVENLY FATHER SHOWED ME IS THAT WE ARE HIS OFF SPRING AND HE WANTS US TO BE JUST LIKE HIM AND IF YOU DO THAT THEN YOU ARE TRUELY LIVING HEAVEN ON EARTH! HIS LOVE LIVES IN YOU AND YOUR LOVE WILL SHINE AND SPREAD TO OTHERS THAT WILL BRING THEM TO HIM!! IT IS NOT EASY TO GET THERE CAUSE YOU HAVE TO GO DEAD TO THE FLESH AND ENDURE MUCH WITH A LOT OF TEARS . HEAVENLY FATHER TOLD ME THAT I WOULD HAVE HEAVENLY ASSISTANCE THROUGH THE FIRE AND I SURE WENT THROUGH THE FIRE AND COULD NOT OF MADE IT WITHOUT FATHER,JESUS & HOLY SPIRIT!! THE DETAILS WILL BE IN MY BOOK. IT WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOREVER AND MY GOAL NOW IS TO HELP OTHERS FIND WHAT I FOUND WHICH IS HEAVEN ON EARTH!!!  LOVE AND HUGS !! YOUR SIS IN CHRIST…. Lana Puckett- Texas_lady1961@outlook.com                           GOD IS PRO-LIFE!! SATAN IS PRO-DEATH!!

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If my womb had windows

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Fourteen years old and a young girl in love. Seemed all that mattered to me.
My boyfriend was all I had. All I would ever need.

Then one day I realized a change inside me.
I was just a child and this child was going to have a baby.

If my womb had windows I could truly see.
My precious little baby smiling back at me.

If my womb had windows, it would bring tears to my eyes.
To see so many mothers taking little babies lives.

But my womb had no windows so confused at the time.
I aborted my babied life and committed a terrible crime.

Tears floe down my face today, realizing what I’ve done.
God only knows the pain I feel for my precious little one.

If my womb had windows I could truly see.
My precious little baby smiling back at me.

If my womb had windows, it would bring tears to my eyes.
To see so many mothers taking little babies lives.

God knows the hurt I have inside each day of my life.
So if God gives you a child please oh please think twice.

Think about their precious life that God gave you and I.
That precious baby needs you mommy.
Please don’t let them die.

Oh if my womb had windows.

Tears from my heart

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I will fast today and for the rest of my life.
Cause I have tears from the heart and no one hears me cry.

Deep in my soul the pain never goes away.
I have to live with this pain each and every day.

Each day I speak my babies name and wish that he were here.
But my babies been aborted and my heart has another tear.

Tears from my heart continue to flow.
I was just a child, at the time I didn’t know.

I named my baby Michael and think of him every day.
I want to fast now for the ones aborted today.

Prayer and fasting is our father’s words.
We must pray to stop abortion.
We must stop the hurt.

I am screaming inside because of the deep pain.
No one knows the hurt I have. No one knows the shame.

It is hard to talk about and you want no one to know.
So tears from my heart continue forever to flow.

I want to stop abortion and I pray God hears my prayer.
Our precious ones are crying, yet we just stand here.

Tears from my heart, our precious babies too.
Their hearts are crying, crying out to me and you.

So I will fast today and for the rest of my life.
Cause I have tears from my heart and no one hears my cry.

YOU WILL CARRY A DOUBLE PORTION FOR YOUR SHAME IN YOUR PROMISE LAND!
Where there is commotion and unclarity of what is transpiring as if there is a fog or smoke screen. Stay focused to what the Lord has spoken and has revealed. There is so much more happening behind the scenes than you know even now. You are about to taste and see that the Lord is good! You are about to embark on the new and see the goodness of the Lord far beyond your understanding.
Pay no attention, as you have made it to your promise land. Although, it does not look like you have. The promises the Lord has made and breakthroughs He has told you that would have happen are going to start happening! I felt the Lord say “I AM MOVING SUPERSONIC FAST!” Where the enemy is not going to the see the Lord coming and that he cannot stop the breakthroughs that the Lord himself is releasing. The Lord is demonstrating that He is the King of Kings! There is no throne higher than the throne that the Lord sits on.
Where there has been onslaught, warfare and battles over what He has spoken in this season to happen I felt the Lord saying…
“Those who have chosen to speak against what I have spoken to you, you will not only see incredible vindication but you will see multiplication to what have I spoken to you. There is nothing that can stop my word and protection over you and my words. Where you have been in the hiding I am now revealing. I am the one who promotes and the one who elevates. None will take glory for what I am about to make manifest in your life. I am the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. I have not change nor has my promises to you! I am putting the enemy to shame and the enemy will run as my fire comes down and scatters him. What I am about to release to you will be marked by hand, my power, and imprint of me will be left upon these breakthroughs of promises that I am delivering to you. You will no longer wear your head down but look up for the son of righteous is coming to aid and with healing in His wings. I am moving more powerfully in the demonstration of my word and that what I have spoken to you is true, for your time has come for complete fulfillment.”
Psalm 6:10 “All my enemies shall be ashamed and greatly troubled; they shall turn back and be put to shame in a moment.”
There is double portion of anointing that you will carry in your promise land. You will carry His fire, His heart and His word as you go further in to all that He has prepared for you! Isaiah 61:7 will be seen and there will be banner of great victory over you that you will wear throughout the land.
Isaiah 61:7″Instead of your shame you will receive a double portion, and instead of disgrace you will rejoice in your inheritance. And so you will inherit a double portion in your land, and everlasting joy will be yours.”
Wait on the Lord as many things He has spoken to you are about to simultaneously break open and come forth!
Lorilei Cooley